picked my princess up Friday at meadow hall i got the biggest kiss and cuddle from her, it sometimes feels like we haven't been apart as we pick up straight where we left off, having fun. we went to mc,d's for something to eat then went to the play area Issy was playing with some other kids while i sat with the mums, then we went to the Disney store pickle loves that place, i let her pick out a little Hanna Montana under ware set, we went to boots and got a filly and ham sandwich pickles fav she calls it her special sandwich. before leaving we went into the super dry shop where they play loud music pickle and i often go in there and have a dance i think the staff think we are crazy but it makes them smile, then we headed to the hotel id booked us in for the weekend near Alton towers, it was getting late by the time we got there so we had a bath and jumped into bed i read pickle some stories from a new book i had brought and we both fell asleep. when Issy woke she was excited about going to Alton towers so we got ready and set off, when we got there we had breakfast then Issy picked the first ride she wanted to go on it was called the nutty squirrel ride, we had a great day went on lots of rides even got wet on a few, pickle really liked willy wonkas chocolate factory but i think her favourite was the driving school she loves driving and even though pickle is only just big enough to go on it she does really well getting round the course without crashing after she had her picture taken and they put it on a pretend driving license for her. when we got back to the hotel we watched a dvd call barbie and the muscateers its pickles new favourite dvd, next morning we headed back to the park we went to shark bait reef it an aquarium Issy loves seeing the fish then we bumped into a giant pirate issy gave him a hug while i took a picture we went on lots of rides and before we knew it it was time to leave pickle has asked if we can go back to watch the fire works display at Halloween so i am going to try and arrange it....

i spoke to pickle yesterday and it has lifted my spirits, that and the feeling this week has flown by and there is just one more day till i see my princess, i think i will book us into a hotel near alton towers theme park so we have more time at the park and less time driving, ill be speaking to pickle tomorrow on the phone :) and must speak to liz about plans for pickles birthday party it a pirates and princesses fancy dress party.....

its monday morning and i feel so low, i miss pickle so much and im worrying about her, she has started getting very upset when i take her back to her mums saying she doesnt want to go, i try to calm her down but its getting worse and it breaks my heart to see her cry, i hope she understands that i have no choice when i leave her and that if it were up to me i'd stay with her always, and i hope pickle know she is my world and always will be. I LOVE YOU PICKLE

had a great weekend with pickle, she is such a little trooper, even though she has an upset tummy, has been sick and on the loo often she has not winged or let that stop her from enjoying herself saturday pickle, nanny, liz, jacob and i went to chessington for the day, we took turns going on the rides with pickle and jake and got some nice pictures of the day,ill post some tomorrow, in the evening me pickle nanny and richie went to pizza express to eat. pickle had her favourite, doughballs.

only 8 hours to go till i see pickle, :) we are off to nannys for the weekend pickle wants to go to chessington world of adventures saturday nanny said she would come to, i had better get some sleep as ill have to get up in 5 hours, i love you pickle bum x

its been a while since my last post, in fact almost 2 months, pickle and i got to spend quite a lot of time together during the summer holidays, we went on to Majorca on holiday with nanny, Sarah and Jacob, pickle loves to spend most of the time playing in the pool, but we also spent a few days at the beach playing in the sea and building sand castles, we went on a boat trip and visited a water park witch was great fun even though it rained all day, the high light of the holiday was a trip to see the show pirates, Issy loved it as much as she did the first time she saw it with me mummy and Brockie, it was the first time nanny Sarah and Jake had seen it and they all thought it was fantastic, since being back in UK we have done trips to the zoo, the fun fair and Nanny's regularly, we have discovered the benefits of traveling by train, and are heading down to see nanny this weekend, Issy loves going to Nanny's they are so close, my sister Liz is helping plan pickles birthday party its going to be a fancy dress party the theme is pirates is wants to be captain scarlet from the show, i have lots of great pictures to post of the last 2 months, oh and there has been some sad news, pickles guini pig pepper has died, witch was upsetting for pickle and me, fizz the other one seems to be OK, Ive moved him closer to the rabbits so he isn't to lonely, there is also a new addition on the farm a baby chick Issy named Oscar, he is a tiny ball of fluff, so cute.